nothing 2 see here ^_^ if u can stretch and compress and increase and ect waveforms there must be a way to rotate them right? how are you feeling? wouldnt that be weird? What do u make of all the ufo stuff going on? are we getting discloser to the truth or is it all a distraction? do u see the weird stuff in the corners of ur room too? I've been making lots of progress recently ^_^ im starting to feel like my old self again!! ur fingers ar antenna!! feel the vibration of ur < 3 and feel the virbation under it focus on that then tune ur brain to it ur brain is a radio!! 1nce u tune into the higher frqncy hold it hold it ................... ebbb and flowwwww one day the sadness will end but what david lynch didnt mention is that eventually the sadness will return BUT it will end again ect ect u can hold out 4 the unsad times but purrsonally i think it more helpful to make peace witht the sad times as hard as that may be (im still figuring out how to do this)

Day1= im wokring hard on dream affection again!!! its a troubling time of year u silly goose.... dont get knocked down too much ^x^ things are v lonely recently

day 2 = happy holidays everypony!! its dec27 i havent made much art past couple days cause holidays=stress... dump dump dump.... ive been in a musicy kinda mood so maybe ill work on it ^o^

day3/4 = iv been spending lots of time 3dmodeling past couple days... rocks and trees rocks and trees @_@ i think im making a new friend yipee ^O^ havent been drawin much tho >_< saw a couplesky anomalies this week esp when visiting parents... wat could it mean?? O_o i saw another one in the house this time..

Day 5= rlly bad at compressin; things i hope dream affctn isnt 22 big when i try to uplode it... im thinking about uploading a pre-pre-alpha v of it to share w ppl scope is smaller than irl hoping its easier to digest than the truth ^_^ tried learning a bit abt topologoy this morning

using muscles i 4got i had!! Day 6= happy nu year every1!! may this year bring peace+prosperity to all!!!! 11111111 2 wokring hard on dream affection still.... hoping 2 hav a prealpha up+loaded on itchy soon ^_^ numbers bumbers numbers not sure where to go teeth falling dream

day 7= gonna take 2day 2 draw 1 thinnk lol Happy new year btw!! wishes 4 peace and prosperity n stuff!! brains been feeling sticky recently...

day 8 = i havent been taking my antipsychs recently.... imenjoying waking up earlier again and ++ connection w * ^_^ pausing work on DA 2 focus of art rn... not sure what im gonna tell my dr is is just me or is frut getting more sour? i think there was a ufo above this morning.... weird noise like rlly fast beeping vibrating + doppler effect sounded like it was going around inn a circle went on for like an hour

day 9 = i feel like i speak 4 everyone when i say i think time is ru;nning out... i must focus on DA again... im p certain at this pont i wont be able to finish it in time but i have to do as much as i can!!!

sum organizational stuff... common-layer(as my therapist calls it) = 3/4d-earth-consensus-reality u get it.... *-layer = typically friendly sometimes tricksters from here tho, i like this onebut sometimes has beurocratical problems.... B-layer = typically-negative ime predator militaristic but yknow everythin is grey.... ~-layer = current soft layer over common-layer u can kind of associat with collective unconsious not to endorse jung lol but it can be a bridge to other layers when no other overlap....

day 10 = not sure what to do.... not sure what to say.... cant rlly prepare for whats going to happen, not taking my meds anymore i think, i dont want to be tethered to common-layer more than i have to given whats happenning here. im just gong to try 2 have a nice time before it ends!!

day 11 = startin nng to pick myself up again... ive felt paralyzed the past several days but im starting to pick my pencil up again ^_^ im still fearing the worst for the world but my soul is here to learn... Education!!

day 12 = ummm jsyk for liek archival porpoises today is feb 23rd 2025... been watching twin peaks w my lovely lovely partner... we r almost done, i rlly resonate w the log lady and major briggs ^_^

day whatever lol = ppl gotta bring back the word "prejudice" imo. when u call some1 racist homophobic ableist ect i think it makes the receiver feel vulnereable in a way where they dont wanna look at their actions ("i cant be racist cause racists are bad and im not a bad person" ect) 2 me at least prejudice is a lot less harsh and judgemental feels more like an invitation to look at ur actions look at ur actions look at ur actions critically w/o painting ur whole being with a sour bitter brush... idk if thats tru just an idea!! its been a while also... im learning rpg maker, taking a break from dream affection for a bit... 1000 years of short term projects didnt prep me for a long-term proj so im doing a med-term proj ^_^

day 14 ig = its march 19 b********* hav been talkin 2 me agin.... they always sayi theyre watching uliek i get it OK but theres always something sinsister about it...

day 15 = its april 14 srry its been a while.... went back on my meds bflies havent talked to me all month... moneys been tight but its OK~ 2day im theorizing a little... observable new-weathers possibly a reflection/reaction 2 the bakc n forth of Unim infection and the 1verses anti-infection. not sure if that rlly holds up idk. oh i wonder if my childhood fear of wolves was a reflection of wolfspiders am i the enemy-tied?